escaping from life

ive realized that no matter what i do, i cant help but imagine a world better then the one im living in. i dont know if i have any signs of A.D.H.D or maybe i need to be in a asylum ( thats another option ). but as of right now my life has been filled with horrible things. i didnt have a great child hood. im barley 14. i was supposed to be born on halloween day but my mother couldnt pop me out 2 hours earlier -____-. anyways i have journals among journals filled with my ideas and filled with my storys that i keep personal. but now i feel like i should show everyone what my mind is. i ESCAPE FROM LIFE when im on a trampoline i start jumping and flipping and fighting....but i feel like someone was accually there i feel like i was really inside a world within a world. as a kid i never really had alot of friends but now i do because im not a dick to everyone. but as a kid i would have imaginary friends.....my mother checked me into hospitals and stuff like that because she thaught i was going crazy....maybe she was just watching the sixth sense to much....who knows! but i feel like im accually in another world filled with excitement and adventure and i cant help but wonder.........is there really not another world with living orginisms.........i might be going crazy but as of right now.....escaping is the only option for me

Video Game Ideals and Ideas

First things first. I must add that i am going to continue on venturing forward on my video game programming and design dream job as a career instead of becoming a writer or graphic novelist. 

                          I have many new ideas and notes about the many different storys that ill present sooner or later. so please bare with me and please continue to comment and let me know how you feel.

so again thank you for all your support and please continue to read my storys 

thanks

-MASK

No Idea

I've noticed that every time i catch a hint of a new story i wanna create, after me typing down notes and character bios, it somehow fades away and i lose feeling for the story. For example i had an idea of a character by the name of Eric McCoy, he was the target in high school ( everyone messed with him, they would bully him, he was pretty much a nerd/freak to the jocks of KinBridge High school ) that was until one day he discovered a book that was hidden away by his father who had "abandoned" Eric at the age of 5, witch made Eric have to live with his mother, and only his mother. Anyways his father hid the book and Eric found it and it had storys and notes and sketches and many other fascinating things  about the world within Earth. once the book was open everything us humans thought was fake or impossible ended up being real and possible. Elf's, Aliens, Orcs, POWERS! Everything possible was real! Earth somehow made this kind of transformation because when the book was opened an invisible "force-field" was uncovered and that's when human had its first encounter on the impossible. Later on growing up with the new Earth Eric became fascinated with what he imagined in his head is now true. he studied everything new about Earth. Until he found of that there was another book. another book hidden away that was nicknamed "the-Grimm" by the Elvin like human beings. No one knows whats in the book, but for years ever since the force-field was uncovered the knowing of it drove people crazy, they wanted to know what it was so much, a man by the name of Zeke Sykrin created not a gang but a group of mercenaries that spent their lives looking for the missing book.....maybe others. long story short Eric becomes involved with a anarchy rebel group called the crows. they gave him a nickname "MASK" because in public he always wore a mask that way nobody will know what race he is. He gets into a underground rebel group who specialized in assassinations and free running. he became a mercenary along with 3 other characters that i thought of ( Alice, Gizmo, Sid ) and they set out on a journey to find the-Grimm, along the journey they encounter many other characters and shiz like that. if anyone has any ideas to help expand this story please help :D